Breathe (2AM) by Anna Nalick

Huwebes. Dati akala ko ito ang isa sa pinaka-hectic kong araw sa opisina. Pero ngayong Huwebes iba. Medyo nakakahinga na ako. Hindi pa rin tapos yung mga sagabal sa buhay ko at di ko pa nawawasto ang mga kapalpakan ko. Pero nakakahinga na ako. Kahapon at nung Martes puro pagtatakip lang ang ginagawa ko. Hindi dapat nila makita yung mga mali. Tulong-tulungan sa pagtatakip. Nakalusot naman sa iba pero meron pa bukas.

Nakalusot man, alam ko na may malaki akong pagkakamali. Nakakahiya! Pero ano pa ba magagawa ko sa ngayon? Nangyari na. Sabi nga sa kanta, huminga na lang dahil hindi na maibabalik ang panahon.

Nung Martes, sinilip ko kung gaano kalaki yung ginawa kong kapalpakan. Napakalaki! Binalot ako ng takot. Sinisisi ko na agad sarili ko. Inunahan ko na sila pagalitan ang sarili ko. Kasalanan ko naman talaga.

Tama ang kanta. Delikado ang ginagawa ko sa sarili ko. Kaya susundin ko na lang muna payo nya. *inhale-exhale*

Oo nga pala. Sa mga nahingahan ko ng loob sa mga nakalipas na araw, salamat.

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a Day", he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.