Trying by Lifehouse

Para akong nangangapa sa dilim. Pero hindi daw halata. Parang i-control naman daw ako. May patutunguhan. Mukha namang alam ko sinasabi ko at ginagawa ko. Pero minsan nagpapanggap lang talaga ako. Wala akong alam. Ang mga bagay na dati kong pinaniniwalaang tama, ayaw ko na. Maraming bagay na sa tingin ko hindi ko magagawa, nalagpasan ko rin.

Tao lang ako. Nagkakamali. Natatakot. Natatauhan. Gaya mo. Gagawin ang lahat para sumaya at iiwas sa gulo para di masaktan. Nagtitimbang ng mali at tama. Nagbabalanse ng pansariling kaligayan at mga katungkulan.

Tuloy lang ang buhay. Tuloy ang pagkatuto. Siguro mabuti na aminin ko na wala akong alam para masikap kong matutunan. Kaysa namang sabihin alam ko na yan pero hindi pala.

Heto ako, trying hard.


could you let down your hair be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if your human after all
honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like
we've got it all figured out
well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
ain't gonna pretend like I do

just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how

well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
but I'm working on it
maybe I'll master this art form someday
if I quote all the lines off the top of my head
would you believe
that I fully understand all these things I've read

I'm just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how

well I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life
to get to where I need to be
and if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you and

trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way

I'm trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way